Friday, September 25, 2009

The Architecture of Awareness

Walking down the street with music in my headphones always made me feel like I was in a music video. A super artistic, exclusive movie during a montage. Generally, when there's a montage, the character in the video is going through some sort of transformation. Any South Park fans would agree (episode 603). I am an ever unfolding metamorphosis of sarah-ness (that is intent on making sense out of these feelings before I leave the biblioteca). Internet ads tell me "DO NOT waste money on Protein shakes! I cured my yellow teeth!" I'm sad for us. I'm emancipated by insight, acumen, and ipod. Copius creativity channeled through cerebrum. Circumstances of affliction redirect my focus to rendevous with a 2 year old with a fresh schism of the naked heart. Its as fresh in my mind as a just-cut lemon. You always liked blues music, but watching you cry on the floor in desperation is a memory I had no idea would be re-enacted 22 years later at the lake house. If I could pick a song for that montage it might be something like "Everything, in its right place." Radiohead is as depressing as they come but our souls were, are, and always will be entwined in perfect formation to indulge the blue print of enlightenment. Sat Nam.

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