decide.

my eyes were shut when you arrived.
starring in the unconscious constellations
of my head space observing
marking time until I'd wake up.
I did.
waking life waits not for dreams.

my eyes were open when you arrived.
 you saw me first.
an exotic anxiety screaming my heart
faster. no slower. stop.
I decide to decide what color your eyes are.
I can't. instead
I decide the entire universe must exist inside them.
there is nothing here to compare them to.
I decide I'll ask you someday.

Someday arrived soon.
we tread into limitless blue with neon hearts
only glowing for each other.
I decide I was right.
Everything exists in our electricity.now
tell me.
What color are your eyes?