A flood of emotions and a senseless phone call prompted me to expel these thoughts through my pink painted fingers. I'm not sure why I called. Especially because my nervous system reacted to the thought with supersonic quickness and let me know to be extra cautious. Instant nausea and tachycardia. Every cell in my body remembered and reacted. I wondered why I was holding so much resentment. I guess I wanted to have a conversation that would make me remember you differently. A conversation that would make my heart feel light again when I think of you, not like I just got the life knocked out of me with Pai-Mei's 5 Point Palm Exploding Heart Technique. I realize that this is a matter of my perception and it has nothing to do with earthly conversation between AT&T and Verizon Towers. I conjecture that there's really no need for verbal communication between us. Our predilection was transmission through the subtle body. Broadcasting signals from the heart center. Green light. Go.
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