Monday, November 30, 2009

The immaculate deception.

When you can't be convinced
 everything's all right.
Despite your faith
your stomach tells you
you're fucking up
your bank statement agrees.
The line between being gentle
and losing control
a tightrope walk
 falling is easier.
 its not gymnastics class
 there's no foam pit.
The pavement- merciless
and your bones- soft.
 I was laying on the floor
when I saw me
Jumping off a skyscraper.
Then the Gold Star Bridge.
I wasn't scared.
I was doing backflips and shit.
I have 100$
To last me until Thursday.
Fuck.

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