Faster.

Driving has become dodgeball.

This blue car insistently

Flying by. Adrenaline

floods my arteries reaching 

every cell vibrating your 

energy. Quick! look is it...

I'm secretly hoping 

it might hit me

So I can just sit out 

(the rest of) this game. 

you never notice a certain model

Until you start car shopping.

Interest. Test drive. Boom! it's (you're) everywhere. 

When I run 

I pretend that it's away from you.

I go faster. It's Greek 

(so are you). Again.

paper planes on my headphones,

Louder. "All I wanna do is

Bang bang bang bang cha Ching..."

I imagine where they would 

land on your olive skin. Visualize

violence through your bones

two to your perfect face

Blood spattering on mine and I 

Keep running. Faster.

One to the chest I felt so safe 

When layed my head on.

Your holed heart now matches mine.

The last...where you exploded

Inside. Then collapsed in a heap

On my bed.

Don't misunderstand. 

I do not want you 

(to die).

I'm just dying to kill your memory. 

Especially this one:

we are lying face to face.

Hands crossed cheek to cheek

You're tasting me like a tangerine,

and teasing my bottom lip.

I peek at your greenish eyes

and you're peeking too.

I'm positive I love you. 

And you love me, too.